fuck kapel/boys ,,!

llaki,,??

ad pe gn llaki nim,,?

sume nye kki pnipu,,!

ak bnci oram yg ber'sex' LLAKI,,!

sbub llaki bt ak lemah,,

llaki jgak bt ak sdey,, ;'[ ..

ak serek mau kapel lg..

sbab dye ak jd bnci sama llaki,,

xkot mau percaye sama llaki,,

dye bt ak xkot mau kpel lg..

bnci lorh,,

ak xmau kpel lg wt mse nim...

xmo3,,!!

tyme kpel mcm mcm kte mnis dye bg..

xmo tnggl larh,,sayam smpai ble ble larh,,

FAKE,,!!

........................................................................

tp ak pom sala gak..

oram yg mau sama ak,,ak xnk..

ak bt dye kcewe,,

tp ak da bterus teram kt dye..

ak xboley time dye..

nim k balasam untop ak,, ;'[ ...

lpas ak sayam oram lem...

dye bt ak kcewe..

sala ak k..??

sala ak k sbab ak sayam dye,,?

mlm nim,,

ak mau lpaskn sume pe yg ak rse..

bya sume taw,,lpas nim ak xmo sdey sdey lg,, ;'[ ,,

ak nk buktikn ak ley idop tnpe insam nme llaki.. ;]

ak mau hepi sama famili ak,,kwn2 ak..

ak maseh mude lar untop cri kpel,, ;D ,,

taon dpan bru msop form5,,

awk,,??

lpas spm ek law awk nk kt saia..??hahaha ;D

saia mau hepi2 dlu..

xmo kkal sdey lg,, ;] ,,

lastly,,,

untop taon nim n taon dpam,,

FUCK KAPEL/BOYS,,!! ;]

p/s:saia xmaksudkn ayah saia/kwn saia/abg saia,, ;]

<3<3>

mood : ;'[

....

sdeyh lorh...tataw knape gn ak nim..asek asek sdey j memanjam.. ;'[ ,,rinim ak jmpe gn dye..dye ta tegur pun ak..pe sala ak r..xd mse ak graw graw gn member kamcim ak,,abg zahar,,dye tgop j..ckit pom ta kte pe..anta text pom x,,salu law dye mara k,,ta puas ati k,,mst dye textim ak bgtaw pe yg dye rse..tp rinim ta pom..

''awk,,knpe nim..?saia de clap gn awk ek..??saia mnx sory taw..lme saia tunggu text dri awk..tp awk x anta pom..saia sdey taw..saia gh tungg awk text saia nim... ;'[ ,,cpat lar anta.. ;'[ ,,saia borim sangad sangad..saia ley angkt cll skaram nim,,law awk nk cll,,cll larh..bese nye saia susa kn mau angkt awk pnye cll ,,huhu ,,awk..awk mau taw x...saia bru rse nk sayam awk..saia susa nk percaye oram llaki skaram nim..tp awk len,,law awk jlez saia rpat gn oram laki len,,awk mara lar..jgn bt snyp cmnim,,saia sdey taw.. ;[ ,,tp,,law awk xnk anta jgak,,saia xnk 4se,,saia xske mengharap,,awk taw kn 2..saia da serek gn sume 2..xd,,mse awk graw graw gn kwn2 awk,,saia jlez sangad..tp saia bt derk j kn,,?saia bt bt rpat gn oram laki len..saia na suh awk tgop,,awk cemburu,,saia tgop awk,,saia nmpk bnd 2 sume..tp,,saia bt 2 sbb saia nk uji awk j,,bkm btol2 pom.. ;'[ ,,mest awk da sala phm kn..saia mnx sory..saia taw awk sayam saia,,saia pom sayam awk gak..tp,,awk ta tunjop pom sume 2.. ;'[ ,,awk cll larh saia..saia na ckp gn awk nim.. plizz sayam...saia sayam awk..tp,,saia de rmai kwn laki,,juz kwn..tp xkn saia xleh kwn gn oram lem..?saia de serek dpermaenkam..saia pernah dtinggalkn,,saia tunggu dye mcm oram gler awk taw x..tp saia xnk bnd nim jd ble gn awk.. ;'[ ,,plizz pham saia ...

aku da buang kaww jaoh jaoh dari idop ak,,grr,,!!

huh,,!!

ntah angin pe ntah datang tibe tibe j sound ak,,

weyss,,!lu ingat mka lu bnyp hensem ka..?? ;P ,,wekkss,,,

tertekan aku sama kaww...

knape r dlu aku nak sangat rapat gn kaww..?

as a buddy larh not bf okays..

tapi aku clapp,,,

perangai kaww cm setan taw x..??

dulu mse ak knl kaww ,,kaww tak mcam nim pun..

baek gler..

sume masalah ak share sama kaww..

tp lame lame kte kawan,,

kaww brubah,,

kaww pnggl ak gn bhasa "ak gn mum'' ,,p ak bt derk j,,

xamek kesa...

ak than gn prangai kaww... ;'[

kaww jhat,,,!!

ak nyesal knal kaww.. ;'[

kaw bgtaw kwn2 kaww,,kaww nk men kan ak ek,,??hahaha ;D ,,

clap besa doe,,!

slame nim ak taa pernah pun anggap kaww lbey dri kwn..

ak sayam kan kaww sbg kawan tp kaww tak hargai aku,,,

so,,go to hell larh,,!

ak takkan maafkan kaww,, :]

remember ya,,!! ak takkan pernah maafkan kaww,,soey ek,,

nnti law kte jmpe kt mne2,,

jgan hrap ak nk perasan kaww de kt c2,, hu hu,,

skali ak bnci oram 2,,smpai ble ble ak kn bnci dye,,g2 jgak law ak sayam kn oram 2,,smpai ble ble ak sayam dye,, <3<3

erm,,SYAMIM ,,,soey ek,,ak da buang kaww jaoh2 dri idop ak,,thnx ats sume bnde yg kaww kasi kt ak,,

ak xmo buang,,ak cme xnak kenang jerp bnde 2,,so,,tgop lar nnt ak buat pe gn barang barang yg kaww kasi ek,,??

ak baek kn..??haha :D ,,xmacam kaww,,wekkss,,!

sorang lagi,,haa~~

ADAM ADHA ,,kaww pom sme,,saje nk cri gadoo gn aku,,

4 ur information,,ak da remove kaww dari saem fb ak,, :] ,,sme gak gn SYAMIM,, :]

due due da ak buang dari idop ak,, ;] ,,

ak takkan mnyesal,, ;] ,,

p/s:saia takkan ganggu idop awak berdue lagi n saia buad nme awak wrne merah cz saia tgah mara ,, :]

ak tulis sume nim ikhlas dari hati <3<3>

rara minami/rara kaulitz ;] <3<3

xoxo

arinim seharian dup uma...cam xcye j..haha... ;] ,,mke cm ak nop dup lme2 uma,,?clap r kowt. . .cri rara lem..haha ,,bkm npe,,borim gop dup uma p bkm r smpai dop blep truz..law kua pom kjp j lar,, ;] ,,oram kte pompuan dop molep kuo uma lme2,,hehe ..k guane,,??haha..

actually,,,ckp byop2 ek,, mud skunk gh dmam..hoho.. ;'[ ,,sbb 2 dopley kua...borim thap cipan suda..huhu,,mke pom gh sebep..ble nap bep ntah..kez nye mlm galop gatta mau perg bli mknam,,tuptup . . .

ujam..nop stop kt tpi2 jlam dbow wess soram...dop idop lar jwb ye,,da lar galop gatta g bli mknan jaoh2,,last2,,blep uma da basa kuyop...ingap sampai uma ley lar wt mud aya sjop tgop basa kuyop cmnim,, oppss***clap besa doe . . .

dpt lak sound free,, ''g bli time tgop nop ujam 2 pe suh,,??!! '' huhu,,maros ayap op,,,mne lar oram nop taw nop ujam..hek3 <3<3>

p dappe,,saia nim anop aya saia,,,so,,law dye mara pom,,mara mnje2 jerp,, ;] ,,

oppss***

another stowy mau sharim2,,huk3 <3<3

jumaat ,,17 dec,2o1o,,

dap gt dap gt..haha,,first tyme saia bawak mto g jlm jaoh gt jaoh gt...g gm ma bez buddy larh,,mek atem,,ingp dop jd da kez tgop glap j,,ktoram plam mau prg bli2 skjp,,tuptup,,ary cross,,haha,,jd r g...dap gp..ph bli hom,,awl ag law nop blep,,

ape ag,,g roumd2 r,,sebep gh,,kte bab2 jalam ek,,dop knl sangap jlm..haha,,last2 ,,g jlm,,sesap lm kg oram..kg pe ntah,,dup men musim c2 j pceross,,haha,,nseb bep gop jpe gop jlam blep..

blep2 ujam rintep2,,dappe g,,p hop mlm dop puah ati hom,,huhu,,pa dmam pa,, ;'[

p/s: nota nim saje je saia tulis lm bahasa trg pekat,, ;] ,,

dalam dilema.. ;'[

huh,,, !!

cmne nak buat ek...

saia tunggu awk..

tp pade mase yg same dye tungg saia...

saia dalam dilema taw mau bt keputusan..

actually saia sayam awk..

tp saia taw..

saia cme bertepuk sebela tangn... ;'[

kte pnye relationship da mcm xde mkne...

saia sdey taw awk...

dye..

saia tak boley time dye..

saia tak mau bg harapan kosong kt dye tp,,

saia tataw nk xplain cmne kt dye..

saia serbe salaa skunk nim...

lastly,,,

saia mau SINGLE,,!!

ade 4we cme buat saia lupe sgalenye...

i need someOne in ma life ... ALLAH ...

ma famili 2.. ;'[

saia lupe DYE slame nim...

pdahal cme DYE yg dpat tlong saia...

;'[

minah gadget ;]

haha,,,ari nim saia de modal nk share kt sume,,nant,,klow korang sume tgop picture 2 mesti korang terpegun pnye,, :D ..handphone nim berjename n3315i,,haha,,saia jmpe pict nim kt photo slah sorang member fb saia..handphone nim amat cnggih,,, cm handphone len jgak,,spesel ye ensep nim de lar :

*bluetooth,,,

*ade memori 512mb,,boleh lar,,<3<3

*kamera brape magapixel ntah,,yg psti cnggh gler,,pict mmang clear sgt2,, :D

*mp3,,

harap korang layan~ gn handphone model terbaru nim iaitu n3315i,, :))

sdey skunk nim.... ;'[

;'[ ..sdey mlm nim...

awak...

awak ingt tak 3taon lpaz..

awk kcow saia...

awk msg saia..awk kte awk nk knal gn saia..

mse 2 saia ske ta ske lyn oram..

tapi,,

ble awk msg saia,,

saia reply xnye awk spe..

awk suh saia pnggl awk wan..

sjak 2 kte salu textim..

taa prnah jmp lg,,,

ri 2 awk bgtaw saia,,

awk kne pergi PLKN,,,

saia sdey wak..

wlowpom saia taa knal awk lg,,

tp saia da mle symkam awk...

awk bgtaw saia,,,

b4 awk perg,,awk naa jpe saia,,

saia hepi sgt,,,

saia ingt lg..

1st time jmp awk,,, 18sept2oo8,,,,

stat 2,,kte salu cll2,,textim lg,,,

8disember2oo8,,

ari plim indah bg saia..

awk ajak saia kpel..

saia hepi sangat,, ;]

kte pnye hubungm bjalan spt bese...

skarang,,,

da dkt due taon kte kpel...

awk bruba ble awk msop blaja blep...

saia sdey,,,

tiap2 mlm saia ingtkm awk..

saia stie wak..

saia 2gu awk j..

tp knp awk taa nmpk cinte saia kt awk...

tyap mse saia textim awk..

tp awk taa pernah reply..

;'[ ,,,

saia nngs wak..

saia malu gn awk..

cm saia jep nk kt awk..

awk taw tak..

lpas saia knl awk,,

orm laen ym kcow saia..

sume saia taa lyn...

sbb pe..?

cnta saia kt awk j..

ati saia da awk miliki...

skrumk nim..

saia arap awk hepi,,

saia xmo awk sedey2..

bya saia j sdey..

saia saiang awk..

saia cnta awk..

saia nk awk taw 2...

;'[ ..rara_karzin1254,,<3<3

saia lar nim ;]

;] ,,saia bese2 jerp,,hepi go lucky,,manje,,friendly,,budak bek koet,,prasam,, ;] ,,ske berangan,,ske texting2,,hangout,,tak ske org mnx saia pnye num phone,,oppss*kalau lam FACEBOOK,,soey,, ;] ,,setie pd yang stu,,xde 2,,3 or bla3,, ;D ,,ske sharing2 problem,, ;] ,,ske TOKIO HOTEL,,TOM KAULITZ,,GENJI,,NANBA MINAMI,,nk ramai kwn,,bkn budak SOSIAL okeys,,sikit2 jerp,, ;] ,,xske publisiti MURAHAN,, ;/ ,,n bla3,, ;B ,, <3<3<3

ma hero,, ! ;]

utop arinim,,,xbyk yg nak d share tp da lame saia tunggu nk bgtaw sal ma hero nim,,de 3 taw..he2,,,top3 jgak larr,,,,4 me n not 4 u mybe..haha ;] ,,1st,,GENJI or OGURI SHUN..wow,,saia mnat gler kt dye,,mesti korg sume taw kunk sal pe,,,??haha,,kes mke ensem thap cipan dye 2 larh..haha,,juz kidding bt,,he mke me crazy when i thinking of him,, ;] ..klow lar dye de dpan mte,,huhu,,xdapat dibayangkm..haha...mau gler saia.. ;] ..1st time falling luv wf him de lar ble saia pnye kwn skola ajak tgok..kawan saia 2 laki lar..kes pompuan at ma class xske tgk cte cm gnim.. ;] ..CROW ZERO,,yeah,,,bez gler doe,,lpaz 2 truz jtuh cnte kt dye..huhu...okey larh,,,2nd lak,,of course larh ma dear,,tom kaulitz,, ;] ..TOKIO HOTEL ...huhu..sme gak cn GENJI,,ske sangat kt dye,,dye pnyer dress meletop,,! ;] ..ske3,, ;] ..tp bk mnat kt dye sgt pom,,,kt mke hensem dye gn TOKIO HOTEL songs,,,owesome..!MOONSON,WORLD BEHIND MA WALL,,AUTOMATIC,,1ooo OCEANs,, ;] n so on...bez sesangat.. ;] ...luv u,, ;] <3<3<3 color="#996633">NANBA MINAMI,,! saia ske dyer pnye karakter,,so BRUTAL,,haha <3<3<3 color="#cc33cc">HANAKIMI,,wow,,top,,hot,,!! ;] wateva lar,,haha..jmji i luv them...luv them so much,,! mmuuuahh!x3 ;]

bz kowt.. :]

huhu...da lame da ku tak update blog,,,bkn mlaz cme tade pape yang menarik nak di share...rinim da 3 hari ku keje.. :D ..ltih gler lorh..bru ku taw apa rase makcik2 n aya2 bekerje cmne nak cri duit...huuhu,,,bagus kn ak..??kecik2 da keje,, ,,,anyway,,tak sabar nak pegang 1st salary nnt.. :)) ..ermm...borim lorh..kul bpe ek aku update ma blog,,haha,,gler,,kul 4 a.m!!wow,,borim sangat. . . :( ..sal 4we lak,,im still waiting,,grr,,knp aku jd cmnie ek...mcm xde org len da...tapi,,,u pikir lar,,da 2taon aku gn dye,,sayang nk tnggll...saya cme sayam dye jerp,,,
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skarang nim,,harap dye hepi,,, :) ,,still sayam ak... :)) ,,,okeys utop arinim. . .

wan mohd. . .

awak....

saya sdey sangat..

kenapa awak buat saya camnie...

saya sayang awak tapi awak cam tak amek kesa jer..

kenapa r awak...

pe salah saya... :(

saya xmahu mintak2 pape dari awak...

saya cume nak awak paham saya jer...

saya mahu awak lam hidup saya..

dulu..

saya selalu dapat meseg2 cinta dari awak...

awak tak taw betape saya hepi sangat...

tapi sekarang...

awak berubah,,

awak kata awak lebih suka duduk sorang2,,

saya keliru antara nak percaya atau tak awak...

kenape dengan tibe2.. :'(

saya sedey sangat wak...

kenapa awak buat cam 2 kat saya...

saya tak boleh lupekan awak...

saya taknak buat cam 2...

saya kan tunggu awak..

awak cinta terakhir saya...

sekarang,,

phone saya tak pernah terima pape meseg dari awak,,

call pun tak..

saya sedey,,

tyap malam saya teringatkan awak2 ...

tuhan jer taw...

betape saya sayangkan awak...

saya xboleh lepaskan awak dari hidup saya...

awak...

saya nak awak taw,,,

saya sayang awak...... :(

saya kan tunggu awak.....

for da rest of ma life~

i praise Allah for sending me u,,
my luv,,
u found me home n sail wif me,,
n i'm here wif u,,
now let me let u know,,
u've opened my heart,,
i was always thinking dat luv was wrong,,
bt everything was changed when u come along,,
n theres a couple word i wan 2 say,,

for da rest of ma life,,
i'll b wif u,,
i'll stay by ur side,,
honest n true,,
till da end of ma time,,,
i'll b luving u,,luving u..

for da rest of ma life,,
thru days n night,,
i'll thnx Allah,,
for open ma eyes,,
now n forever...
i'll b there 4 u..

i know dat deep in ma heart
i feel so blessed when i think of u,,
n i ask Allah 2 blessed all we do,,
u're ma husband n ma friend,,
n ma strenght,,
n i pray we r together eternally,,
n i find maself so strong
everything changed when u come along...

n theres a couple word i wan 2 say,,
. . . . . .

i know dat in ma heart now,,
dat u're here,,
in front of me,,
i strongly feel luv,,
n i hve no doubt
n i'm singing loud dat i'll luv u eternally, , ,

i know dat deep in ma heart. . .

hidup tak selamanya indah,,,,

tik,,,tok,,,tik,,,tok,,,
sekejap jer malam menyapa menggantikan langit yang tadi nya terang...
untunglar jika bulan dan bintang kelihatan..
walaupun langit disinari cahaya pada malam hari..
itu tidak mengubah hati dan perasaan yang jauh ditinggalkan kosong...
jika hujan membasahi muka bumi ini,,
begitu juga dengan hatiku turut menitiskan kaca2 air mata....

pilu bila malam hadir,,
ada yang akan merasa sunyi dan kehilangan...
perit rasanya dimainkan,,,
berkali2 aku bertanyakannya...
tapi kau tetap diam seribu bahasa...
sehingga aku tidak tahu di mana salahku...
aku bagaikan burung yang patah sayap..terbang entah ke mana tanpa arah...
lalu jatuh dan terluka...

akhirnya aku terpaksa pasrah...
aku ingin kau tahu,,,
apapun yang kau guris hatiku,,,
kutelan semuanya dengan penuh ketabahan...
itulah yang mengajar aku dan membuat aku berdiri sendiri mengenal tentang hidup ini,,yang tidak selamanya indah,,, !

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humm...kenapa lar saya teringat sangat kat dye malam nim..malam2 yang len jugak..maybe saya jer kot ingat kt dye tapi dye,,,huhu...tuhan jer taw..tapi saya harap sangat yang dye jgak ingat kat saya...saya tak pernah halang dye dari buat pe yang dye suka,,tapi,,kenapa dye selalu jer kecewakan saya.. ;( ..saya tak rasa pun yang saya beban bagi dye sebab saya tak pernah mintak pape pun dari dye kecuali dye sendiri..susah sangat k nak buat benda tu..harap dye taw betapa saya sayang dye...dye sorang..takder da yang len dari dye..

bosan melanda,, ;(

adoyaii,,selalu jerp hujan sekarang nim,,last2 tahun nim,,kt terengganu terutamanya mesti hujan jer...urm,,susah lar nak buat pape time hujan camni,,,umm...tapi yang best yer,,boleh lar main hujan time nim,,tapi ak da besar,,dulu2 bolehlar..haha ;D ..sekarang nim,,tengok budak2 jerp main air..umm....yang tak best yer,,susah lar sikit nak keluar bulan nim...duduk rumah jer lar jawab nya...huhu,,

letih sangat hari nim,,,

adoyaii,,hari ini lar hari paling letih bagi saya dalam bulan oktober,,wah,,dari pagi sampai ke petang ada jer kerja nya...huhu,,,gila letih nya,,tapi nak buat macam mana,,da amanah cikgu,,,mesti kena tunaikan lar...baru cikgu kan sayang kita.. ;)bayangkan,,dari pagi saya kena duduk bawah panas terik matahari,,da gelap sikit sekarang nim..haha,,tapi,,pe yang saya buat nim,,tak lar sia2 sebab dapat lar jugak habuan nya...hoho..balik tadi letih giler,,tido kejap lepas tu terus kena pergi skola balik..maklumlar,,saya kan kuat dalam kokurikulum.. :) ..baru badan sihat selalu..hoho,,,ummm.... ;) maybe macam nie lar kowt muka saya sekarang...

wan mohammad . . .

mst da taw lar kn i nk ckp sal pe..huhu..2 lar nme 4we i..pict dye..?xready lg nk publish kt sume hek3..i stie taw,,xmen curg..dlu ad lar kowt..p tu dlu lar..da lme..lpas jpe dye,,cme dye j lm ati kte..da dkt 3 taon knl dye..tp skunk nim,,kitorg cm ssa j nk contact,,alasan dye,,bz,,huhu,,ntah lar,,kte arap gn dye jerp..huhu..amin..dye lar pape pom bg kte..ati kte de kt dye..haha <jiwang gler..>bt i'm not emo girlz ek..haha,,utk dye,,kte sayam dye,,cmpai ble2 lar kowt..god willing :)